"What if This is As Good As It Gets?"...

I've been watching live online Kabbalah lessons on and off for a few years now, thinking back I've always had this burning curiosity most of all about life itself. I've asked myself so many questions we most likely all do at some point or another, usually when we don't feel right about something we attracted into our experience.

Who am I? What am I here for? Where is here? Am I going somewhere next? Is death really the end? Am I having fun figuring it all out or am I taking everything too personal? Is my experience an adventure or a penitence? Am I paying a price or getting away with murder? What exactly am I supposed to be doing? Is this "As Good As It Gets"?

I can go on and on with the questions that have popped in my mind over a lifetime and no matter how much I've discovered, learned, how clear I feel now about my personal adventure, I keep on searching and discovering new things every day and I have my own curiosity to thank for that. That insatiable need to know what's true and what isn't, what's real and what's fake, how to understand and avoid having those negative emotions like fear, anger, resentment, pain, anguish, jealousy that I've experienced at times in my life and how to take full and complete responsibility for any and every outcome, all I attract into my life and how to remain in a state of harmony and acceptance of all that is instead of placing resistance where there shouldn't be any. 

I'm always open to whatever my life presents to me because I know nothing. I just go in search of the answers and in everything I search I can relate to some part of my findings. I base my decisions on what makes sense to me and of course the more I search for the answers the bigger the questions.

The perception I have of Kabbalah is that there is a Creator and a Creature (that's us here in what they call the Corporeal World) we are just One Creature that Source created to give us all Source is which is Complete Bestowal or The Will to Bestow. The Creator needed what they call a Vessel to Bestow so we were created as the Vessel of Reception or The Will to Receive. And let's just stop there because it has to be taught by those who really take the time to study while I am just an observer so I can make more intelligent decisions on how to be the best version of myself and try to help others do the same.

Just like with Kabbalah I have had curiosity about other beliefs and religions. I wouldn't say I've studied any of them in depth, what I do is search for those beliefs they all have in common, that's what matters most to me because everyone that ever existed since the beginning of words has had thoughts, beliefs and experiences and if all of them agree with a few of all of those put together, then that become a great candidate for me to vote to incorporate it into my Life Experience.

Kabbalah says that we are all One and so does every other religion. They all agree there is nothing else other than The Creator or whatever name you call our original Source.

So if The Creature (Us) is a vessel of reception and in order to receive correction we have to become like The Creator, because of the way we were created we can't do that on our own, we have to do it as a collective, in other words as the One Creature that we are by joining forces together.

I wanted to write the definition, synonyms and antonyms  for the word Humanitarian but I found 299 synonyms and 134 antonyms and that's just a waste of time and space. 

We are The Will to Receive and apparently we don't have a clue what The Will to Bestow means, I know a lot of us would like to know but in order to find out we are supposed to go through the stages of correction and do it as one.

How many celebrities not only from the Entertainment Industry, or people in your own circles, friends, family members, acquaintances, etc. do you know that say they are any of the definitions,  descriptions or synonyms of Humanitarian. Yes maybe they open schools for poor girls in Africa to help them make something of themselves, or teach women in third world countries a craft or a trade so they can help raise their children, donate to the charity of their choice, maybe build hospitals, fund a few grants, pay for someone's college or help rescue victims of Natural Disasters. All those things are wonderful and everyone involved in making this a better world should be praised and appreciated but this is not what it is meant by The Will to Bestow, apparently it can't be if we are created as a vessel of reception. Full Bestowal is do everything for others nothing for yourself.

I read once where they were talking about Humanitarians of the caliber of Ghandi and Mother Teresa, they don't come any better and yet what it said was that even when you become a true humanitarian like them it is still not considered complete bestowal because there is still the part of the EGO that makes them feel better doing it than the guilt of not getting involved,  that they help others because it makes them feel good and that it must be Complete Bestowal in order to reach the level of correction to become like The Creator.  And it's not one correction it's hundreds, not one step on the ladder its lots.

I have a difficult time believing that the day will come when all of us will join forces together to get back to The Creature that The Creator Created no matter how many "Humanitarians" there are out there, perhaps more now than ever but then again we are more of everything, we are simply more divided each time and in my humble opinion and observation Egoism is at its worse, I'm sure most of us do our part the best we can, I do it every day with as many people as I am able who happen to cross my path in the best possible way but I'm just as happy to go back home and retreat from the world, from all the portions of Me who are out there living their own experience. 

Even if this is "As Good As It Gets, Always Look on the Bright Side of Life!...

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So that's Kabbalah? hm!

First of all even though I'm Jewish and proud of it I am NOT religious AT ALL nor have I ever been a true follower of any Organized Religion since they don't fit in the way I view life to be, but I do love the Traditions so I try not to miss any holidays, at least didn't while my kids were little, then moving to Israel allowed me to follow all of them, even if I didn't want to I didn't have any choice, that country my respects with the traditions, I mean on Yom Kippur for example the whole country comes to a standstill, it's pretty darn impressive, you feel like you're in some kind of a 'Twilight Zone' episode jajaja, no disrespect, just never experienced anything like that before in my life.

I remember traveling to Tzfat (spelled many many different ways), this little magical Hassidic town kept secret even from the Israelies for many years and where it is said in the Jewish religion that the Messiah will come from Tzfat on the way to Jerusalem (you can read more about it here) Tzfat - Safed We'd walk down the narrow stone streets of that town built on a mountain and Kabbalah's origins, I could spend hours telling you about the mysticism of that place but you really have to experience these places where time has in many ways stood still.

The point I'm making here is that I was curious about Kabbalah before I went to Tzfat, but once I was there I just had to know what it was all about, and especially because you hear so many things being said about it, like when they refer to it as the Mystical books of the Bible or The Hidden Books, you're not supposed to read them they said, or go deep into it you can go crazy, well that just triggered more and more curiosity for me of course so I went on a search where I could just briefly understand what it was without investing too much time on it and I found this site that totally vibrated at the exact same frequency that I have been for years.

I kept on saying exactly what I was reading on this free e-book, I re-read it and there it was, I always thought life was really easy, can't anyone see that? its giving what you do best and receiving from others what they do best, that's what I understand Kabbalah is saying to me, everyone calls me a dreamer and I seem to be the most awake, I don't get it, I'll leave it up to you to see what you think. I'm not saying I know everything AT ALL, in fact I probably know very little, but I DO know how it has worked for me Parallel Parked in a Perpendicular World

Kabbalah is NOT a religion, its just what life is, giving and receiving, it's THAT SIMPLE!

Kabbalah - What is it?

I don't particularly subscribe to any specific idea, religion, practice, indoctrination, science that I research, delve into, read, listen to, etc. the only thing I can go by is what I know has worked for me in my 'Life Adventure' my own intuition, whatever wisdom I've acquired over the years and keep on acquiring every day everywhere I look. I used to exist, like everyone does, NOW I LIVE AND I LOVE and to me that feels a lot better, it's THAT SIMPLE!

My love to everyone who reads me, and to those who don't, wherever and whomever you are I send you good Energy, that's the only kind I carry with me nowadays, it weighs a lot less and I like to travel ;)

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